Polishing Marbles Podcast
What happens when a seasoned counselor has a spontaneous kundalini awakening? A bridge is built between science and spirit. In order to explain what was happening to me, I found proof in analyzing ancient esoteric teachings while actively finding words to explain the unexplainable. In this podcast, I take you through this journey with me while blending my counseling perspective and experience to weave a web with the ethereal in order to prove IT’S ALL CONNECTED.
Episodes

Friday Jan 03, 2025
Friday Jan 03, 2025
Welcome to Polishing Marbles. I’m Audrey, and on today’s podcast I’m going to be sharing with you an unexpected channel of love and comfort I received yesterday from MOTHER MARY herself relating to grief, attachment, and allowing others to expand in whatever way they are needing to release into their personal soul journey. She also spoke with me about this realm, which has been lorded over by time and what it looks like to be of service to humanity from the (at times) excruciating experience of empathy and compassion. This channel floored me and had me sobbing in traffic. I hope it serves to comfort you as it did for me. Thank you for listening, and remember…you are your own guru. Look to your heart for your own truth as love will always illuminate your path.

Sunday Dec 29, 2024
Sunday Dec 29, 2024
In this podcast I’m going to be sharing with you some beautiful information I channelled while on a walk this week. I was checking in with my guide Osho around the themes of 2025 and received insights that span from pet ascension symptoms to how it will look to “create” in New Earth without the previously held templates focused on consistent production and money generation versus overflowing creativity from a place of safety. Lastly I was offered some mind blowing updates on the Great Solar Flash as it relates to the Law of Correspondence. I couldn’t have even imagined this mirrored vision I was shown and I can’t wait to hear your thoughts. As we approach the New Year, I want to pause to celebrate your spiritual path and what brought you here. My true hope and mission in this world is to assist people on their ascension journey. But for all that I offer, remember that YOU are your own guru. Look to your heart for your own truth as love will always illuminate your path.

Saturday Dec 21, 2024
Saturday Dec 21, 2024
In this podcast I share my relationship with plasma, which has evolved since my kundalini awakening; including my 1:1 tutorials from Isis, my run-ins with Arcturian merkabas in my backyard and the plasma event that I just experienced in Chicago. Osho will share about how to tell truth from fiction in the media and how you can start working with plasma now! He also dropped a massive truth-bomb about sci-fi/fantasy being non-fiction and how we can observe from a heart-centric space as though perched in a nest instead of playing in the chaos. Remember, there are a lot of opinions going around right now and one of the most important references will always be yourself. YOU are your own guru. Look to your heart for your truth as love will always illuminate your path.

Wednesday Dec 11, 2024
Wednesday Dec 11, 2024
In this podcast, I share a beautiful dream I had last week about how we might connect to Divine Source Light through our present and upcoming upgrades that allow access to anti-gravitational forces. I discuss the Cosmic Egg and what that internal dimensional shift feels like. I bring in some basic concepts surrounding the physiological mechanisms of a kundalini awakening as it relates to your cerebral spinal fluid and the experience of cosmic bliss. This is in reference to my FREE live Kundalini Q&A event this weekend on December 14th celebrating my three year awake-aversary. I also introduce you to my Gen Z ascension support group co-host, Alivia, who is one of my favorite Gen Z humans and share with you my "why" for creating this group. Lastly, I channel my cosmic guide Osho to offer some Divine guidance around all the solar activity/calibrating in our bodies and frankly, I just wasn't ready for that level of information about what the sun is doing to our physical vessel. Wow. I am delighted to share this information with you and remember, you are your own guru. Look to your heart for your own truth, as love will always illuminate your path.

Saturday Dec 07, 2024
Saturday Dec 07, 2024
Welcome to Polishing Marbles. I’m Audrey and today on my podcast, I have been asked by my spirit team to share a special story with you. Last year, I received a very serious message from my galactic guide Osho while I was hiking in the evening…alone in the Boise foothills. I was in an area I don’t usually hike in and somehow got disoriented in the middle of the channel and it was getting dark. As soon as I started getting this download, I immediately began recording it in my voice notes…as I often do, and checked at least three times to see it was recording as I received the message. I was so hyper-vigilant because I was receiving information that was extremely sensitive. To be honest I actually feared for my safety. And I’m not being dramatic, I was REALLY frightened. As soon as I got to my car (by some act of God), I went to my voice notes and the recording was GONE. My record on all this sensitive information was GONE. I felt in my skin that something energetically sketchy had happened. I immediately went home and started making notes on my writing room board trying to recall every possible detail of what I received. I took photos of the board. I even printed them out. I called a friend after to process for over an hour. So someone else would know everything I had just learned. She is (still) the only human I have shared this with….Ashleigh. Thank you. Then I put it aside, with my personal understanding….knowing I couldn’t share it with the public. No one was ready to hear it. This week Spirit told me it’s time. As you can imagine, I’m a little nervous to share it, but I would ask that when you hear it…if you feel the same way I felt upon receiving it, that you share it. Share it with anyone and everyone you can think of. And I want to say thank you for receiving this message. Thank you for sharing the responsibility of holding this information. There is power in knowledge, and numbers. The more of us that know this…the more light is illuminated into this very very dark world.
In order to understand what I’m going to be sharing, I have to pivot from my usual tone. I have rarely shared themes that are skirting around and within darkness externally— TO people. I guess I have preferred to hold the darkness so others don’t have to. Kind of like Kali Ma that way. Lapping it up. Transmuting it. Probably why I was a counselor…holding people’s traumas for years so it doesn’t bleed into their everyday. When my guide Osho came to me, he spent about two months bringing me up to speed on the history of humankind in our world to present day. This brought with it all the distortions. The how, the why….down to very specific projects performed by the government that there are no records of….yet I know every horrific detail.
I don’t play in the 4D… I don’t even like to visit. I prefer the eagle-eye view. Particularly because the 4D is full of trickster energy and what we deem to be “conspiracy.” Today we are going to be playing with the red and blue pills that Morpheus offered Neo in the matrix. It’s your choice which pill you will take. But for better of worse, after this podcast you will never look at anything the same.

Tuesday Dec 03, 2024
Tuesday Dec 03, 2024
In this podcast, I will be discussing the themes that have been coming in for me for the month of December.
Themes include:
Calibrating our bodies for the incoming energies to create more space for the expansion we are facing in the coming months. Much like tempering eggs so they don’t scramble. This information is coming from My new intergalactic 9th dimensional Arcturian guide Leanna (which translates to light) from the Council of Calibration. As well as what I’m developing with some other incredibly gifted friends to create a modality to recode our systems without the distorted programming that isn’t aligned to our new world. More to come on that.
Through the Hermetic Law of Mentalism, that ALL is mind, we are being asked to step into the possibility that we are able to create our own reality with this force of our own consciousness. Along with this, I have been (aggressively) reminded by my guide Osho that we must release the limiting concepts and beliefs we have been confined to through our known laws of physics.
Multidimensionality when working with time/space. Going back into tangled pockets of our own energetic blueprint to resolve dense energies through the healing frequency of love, which transcends space and time.
Kundalini. This months marks the three year anniversary of my spontaneous full kundalini awakening. I’m going to be posting an offering in the next week or two around Kundalini 1:1 activation sessions but will be bringing forth a FREE kundalini Q&A event on December 14th where I will share my story and answer any questions you may have.
Lastly, I will bring through a channelled message for the collective.
I’m so excited to discuss these topics with you today and while there are many spiritual guides available to us in this time/space we are traversing, always check in with your own discernment that lies within. Remember, you are your own guru. Look to your heart for your own truth, as love will always illuminate your path.

Saturday Nov 30, 2024
Saturday Nov 30, 2024
This is a channelled message I received in the bathtub regarding how we might recode our physiological operating systems to calibrate to the new energies we are experiencing with Gaia's ascension. This channel is rapid, technical and an overwhelming amount of information. Allow yourself to receive what you are able to, and return when you are called. Listen to your body and honor the needs of your temple. I will be developing an offering to assist in this process to be announced shortly! Be Well.

Tuesday Nov 26, 2024
Tuesday Nov 26, 2024
Welcome to Polishing Marbles. I’m Audrey and today on my podcast I will be talking about how I spent my last Thanksgiving in San Diego dropping codes and working with the perfectly balanced frequencies of the masculine and feminine energies while receiving Divine understanding about how our periodic table of elements works to create bonds that range from equitable and inert to vampiric, mirroring our own human relationship dynamics. I also witnessed an extraordinary application of this lesson through Theme’s around both The Great Gatsby and Alice in Wonderland…for instance, what does it really mean to “paint the roses red?”
I will offer a preview of next month’s upcoming live events and wrap up with a channel from my galactic guide Osho, who is simply chomping at the bit to share what this new era of Aquarius is set to bring the collective through the Air Element, which feels LITERALLY like home to me.
I’m thrilled to have this platform to share these beautiful insights with you. One of my greatest joys is witnessing people step into their own true channel. So remember, you are your own guru. Look to your heart for your own truth, as love will always illuminate your path.
Alice Oracle Deck
Hadestown Musical: Tony Awards
The Great Gatsby Trailer
Painting the Roses Red: Song
Lego Movie Trailer: Part One
Lego Part Two Trailer
Orpheus and Eurydice Mythology

Friday Nov 15, 2024
Friday Nov 15, 2024
In this episode, I loop back with Part Two of my last podcast on Shadow, where I promised to report what I channeled about the “white hats” and their part in these complex times. I will offer brief insights about my last gridwork trip to Sedona as I begin to integrate my time there. Themes include working with the ancestors of the land and weaving light from the quantum to the galactic macrocosm. Lastly, I will bring Osho in with a message about what has shifted since the 11/11 portal and what we are to expect in the coming months as Pluto transitions into Aquarius and the baton is passed in American leadership. Thank you for joining me today and remember, you are your own guru. Look to your heart for your own truth as love will always illuminate your path.
Here are some resources from the episode:
Pocket Mystic Shaman Oracle Deck
Universal One by: Walter Russell
Illustration of cosmic pendulum
Kybalion
Trailer for Buffy Episode trailer
Link to register for upcoming events: here

Wednesday Nov 06, 2024
Wednesday Nov 06, 2024
In this episode I discuss the importance of traversing shadow within ourselves in order to create an outer world that reflects that cleared darkness. In times of perceived powerlessness, we are being given an opportunity through the Hermetic Law of Rhythm to know that cycles are ending and also beginning. That all disruptions create momentum. I also bring Osho through for some words of wisdom during this transitional time we are embarking upon as a collective.
Torus
Kim Krans Archetypes Deck:
here