Polishing Marbles Podcast

Ask Osho: Seeing the Bigger Picture

I had a channeling session with Osho and learned that there are MANY aspects to our incarnation here on earth that we don't recognize as partial pictures to the entire thing. We are often finding ourselves in states of panic through attachment to things that are impermanent, believing this physical reality to be all there is. The truth is there is no separation. There never was. Also, he speaks about the earth school we are on and how some of us (ME) decided to go all in with the learning. I think a lot of us did.

Creation Vs. Disintegration (Channeled from the Arcturians)

I was given an amazing download from the Arcturians last night about the universal laws regarding the pendulum of creation versus disintegration as it relates to the world we are living in now! Despite the aggressive appearance of things "falling away," be advised, so much more is being created!

Crystal Skulls: a vision of creation in 12D

I had an incredible experience communing with two crystal skulls last week. After considerable energetic integration of this experience, I finally sat down to meditate with my personal crystal skulls that had been present for this visceral communing. Frankly, I never understood the draw to it all. Having seen crystal skulls in metaphysical stores for years; thinking it was chiefly for those drawn to the macabre. I had no idea that this was going to hit me as it did. In just a few short minutes, I witnessed billions of years of creation (without psychedelics I swear) and was left buzzing (and nauseous from dimensional bends) for days. This is my attempt at describing the experience on my drive home from work. My next podcast will go into how this exchange of information with skulls works, and why I was able to gain that information when at others times in my life, I would have just looked at a skull and said, "huh, weird."

The Energies! Hold the light. Just hold the light.

On the Eve of Winter Solstice, I found myself reflecting about the challenges light workers are facing amongst such dense energies. For those of us gifted with "sight" and are able to channel information from higher beings. Since my kundalini awakening, I'm not acclimated to swimming in the darkness and this has been a time to say the least. I was able to get some helpful guidance about how to hold the frequency of light during this arduous time.

Gaia’s Ascension: breaking up is hard to do

While I was channeling this week, Gaia showed up in my field and shared a wonderful metaphor with me about the ascension process she is going through. Of course (as above, so below) what she is going through impacts us directly and this description was so beautiful and relatable, I had to share!

Don’t Pressure Yourself

So many individuals on their ascension journey look at it like "work," as though they have to clock so many hours of meditation, yoga, study etc... Shifting into a "toiling" mindset automatically creates density in your vibration, therefore working against your desire to ascend and keeping you in a lower state consistent with "hard work" and "trudging." Instead, show yourself grace and love for where you are without judgement, take the baby steps and above all, live in CHILDLIKE WONDER AND JOY as much as possible. PLAY!!!!! That is the highest vibration folks!

Channeling in the park with Green Tara

The video of this channel is posed on my YouTube, but I thought sharing it as a podcast could be super helpful too! Enjoy my rambling wit before going into the channel in the last 15 minutes or so. :)
There are so many gods and goddesses across cultures and history that it can be a little overwhelming to start learning about them individually. Especially when you've experienced a lot of programming around monotheism through Abrahamic religions (Christianity, Islam, and Judaism). However, if you look at these as energies or vibrations with different stories attached to them, it's a lot easier to integrate as possible lessons to learn and apply to your own alchemical path. Today, I tapped into Green Tara, channeling a message about our human suffering and how we might release our identity of victimhood around suffering through a love-rich message.

Waking Up From A Dream

There's a reason that so many movies depict a person being lost or "asleep" and then waking up and realizing they were living in an illusion. The least of which being The Wizard of Oz, The Matrix, Vanilla Sky etc... In this episode I process my experience of realizing that I had been in that "dream" for the entirety of my life. I felt worried about expressing my real thoughts and feelings to the people close to me. I didn't want to be seen as crazy, despite the fact that I felt things were far more clear to me than they ever had been before. I was somewhat forced into a "hermit" state, while deciding to take everything I had ever learned and starting over. I decided to find my own truth.

Awakening: celebrity culture and media

In addition to "protecting your field" as far as energies are concerned with other humans during the awakening process, it also becomes a necessity to become more aware of how media impacts us. With so many streaming services and the exhaustion we feel after coming home from work each day, there is little energy left to do anything outside of doom-scrolling and binge watching a new show. When our energy shifts, many of these sources of programming become intolerable as the veil is lifted and distortions become more obvious. This becomes a personal judgement call for everyone, for me, I started seeing a trend that disturbed me deeply. I couldn't believe I hadn't seen it before. I was being forced into seeing truths I had never noticed before. Ahhhh!

Protecting Your Field

There are so many things to discover during an awakening process. One of the first to reveal itself to me was the unfortunate awareness of how important it is to protect your energetic field. There are a host of energies around us that we can't see. The vibrations of others can elevate or contaminate us. In this episode, I discuss how I stumbled into this understanding which I call "getting zoinked."